Hmm don’t have a clue to write this down, but I was in the hospital yesterday and didn’t get the best news ever. My doctor’s words were like this, “ I ain’t gone turn around in circles with you and gone be honest I’ll have seriously thoughts about something and want to do some more test about that” When I was asking what kind of thoughts he said “ I have seriously thoughts that you have the milder version of Muco ( Cystic Fibrosis ) Well I don’t have to tell you all how I sat there, my world was falling apart in little pieces, after I swallowed a few times I ask him how he came to this conclusion. The simply answer he gave me was your infection with the Pseudo Mona’s Bacteria. Yeah great, so now he isn’t only eating my body but also destroying it. Tuesday I’ll have to go back for a HR CT Scan, they already took a half of a litre blood and Monday the thirteen I’ll have to go back to him. Whenever the tests are only pointing to it, he will sent me furder to a professor here at Leuven who is a specialist in people with this disease. Again back to Leuven, Now on this very moment I’m glad that I belong to the living one’s course I had a beautiful phone call from a very dear friend this afternoon, ( I’ll bet she’s smiling behind her desk when she is reading this ) and had the opportunity to think about my life and the plans I had and still have. I’ll know I have to be quick with a few one’s but I’m still looking to the future no matter how small she is right now, there is one. I’ll have my three kids and a very handsome and loving husband, have my real friends and that’s all I need. I’ll hope to see my kids grow up in future and that’s all I’m asking for ; no more no less. On a very short term I have a short holiday with one of my dearest friends and I’ll know it would be fun, not only fun the other people are gone think we are crazy, to say it in the words of a TV serie here running “ Those stupid women’s “ and that with a French accent. Gone enjoy this evening with a movie of Pernell, a lot of fun too. Life is still beautiful

I'm sorry to hear all this, Dimke. I so hope all will be okay. Hang in there!

Dimphy --
I'm so sorry to read about your troubles. You have a great deal to live for, so try hard. I'm sure you will. Besides, we're all getting together for the Bonanza 50th, aren't we? Sure, we are! Take care!
Maggie the Cat

I'm wishing the best for you.

Hi, just dropping by after visiting Chantal's journal. I hope you are feeling better. Take care and best of wishes. Oh, yes and have a great time with Chantal!